Dungeons and Dragons

Wuah once again I fail at keeping my blog updated hahaha.. maybe abit too lazy for it aye?huammm...well let me try once again =)

Place: Engineering Library computer number ENG13
Time: 11:20 waiting for my 12 o,clock chem lecture
Hunger: wuaaaahhh no breakfast 2/10 hehe which means freezing hands
Sleepiness: 7/10 not too bad hehe

Feeling: now this is a hard one...can I change a nation? we all wanna be planetshakers and history-makers rite? will i be boastful about what i can do?ofcourse not! i will boast about the impossible things cos God always ALWAYS works in the impossible...but for now i will boast about my weaknesses...

Weakness: Too soft, sometimes unconfident, sometimes proud...these are not the traits of a planetshaker...but He does so much in my life...

Feeling (again): I want to raise this nation...maybe not my heart's desire...my heart's desire would be to be a leading astronomer in NASA or a rich chemical engineer or something hehe... but ever since that day I met Him...He has just changed everything and now i know not to hope or dream but to look into His heart and see what plans He has for me...the curvatures of His heart...how He feels and reacts...what makes Him smile...
The beginning of this year i vowed (if i may say that) to follow in His vision for me...not let anything get in the way... be a David... and along my path i found a wounded gal... i decided to help her and be a source of light...show her the way to a Greater light.. the closer and closer i got to her..the more i see such beauty and purity...even if she doesnt realise it herself...but that beauty is locked up inside a high tower...where dragons and monsters roam.. I asked my dad if I could rescue this beauty... He answers me with one word to silence me..."patience" so for a moment my heart was torn in two as I had to walk away from that tower and into a greater battle...the battle for a nation...a battle for a generation...a war for Knights whose names were Holyness, Zeal, Courage and Strength...for Princesses whose names were Captivating, Lovely, Truth and Beauty...

And though I don't look back... My heart wonders... Will that princess wait for me to return? To the time when I can finally slay all the dragons...champion all the monsters...brave every danger...risk my whole life in rescuing that Fair Maiden... whose beauty is dazzling and can melt the heart of those around her... Will I be her strength? Will she be my support through the future battles? Can I sweep her away on my steed and adventure deeper into His heart? Will she wait and prepare herself for me? Will she be as patient as I?