A man after God's own heart

Man...I just realised I haven't filled my blog for a long time...Sorry Cath, I've been so busy balancing my life to the right proportions I've forgotten to share =P Dw, I got stacks to share now. Firstly, there is the CCC conference for a whole week. Soooooo exciting to see a generation of young people that are soooooo on fire for God!! Makes me on FIRE as well!! And these people are like 19 - 23 years old yet they are so mature, men and women of God already!! I decided that I'm gonna be like them... I'm not gonna wait till I'm old to become awesome for God. They sacrificed everything they have, their futures, their hopes and dreams that they may be used by God. I could really tell the difference between two people who are the same age yet they are so different in God. For one, I saw this 19yr old girl and even though shes only 19, shes already a youth leader!! Crazy!! No wonder they get married at the age of 20 and 21.. They are already MEN and WOMEN of God... Not children anymore. I look to myself and wonder if I can become even more awesome than they are.

I also finished my 40days of fasting with the Purpose Driven Life last week!! It tells us that a person's life should consist of 5 things and these things should be equally balanced: WORSHIP, MINISTRY, MISSION, FELLOWSHIP and DISCIPLESHIP!! Right now I'm trying to balance it all together but it really takes alot of sacrifice. I really wanna impact my friends at school by starting a bible study there every lunch time but at the moment I'm praying to God for more courage and strength. It's my last year in school after all!!

Right now, I feel soooooooo hungry for God, starving! Every time I leave His presence, I just feel so empty and thirsty that it makes me even more desperate for God. I just can't get enough of Him!!! I really have this urge to have a heart like David's heart for some reason, that's why I've been studying how His heart is. I realised that David had a heart of a warrior, poet and servant. And he was able to bring out the best of everyone around him, he was an awesome leader that everyone looked up to and for some reason it was as if David found God's Holy Spirit even before Jesus went back to heaven [Psalm 51:11]. And the coolest thing was that even God considered Him as "a Man after My own heart". Awesome aye!!

"Cause the enemies been defeated,
And death couldn't hold You down,
Gonna lift our voice in victory,
Gonna make Your praises loud!

Shout out to God with a voice of triumph!!
Shout out to God with a voice of praise!!
Shout out to God with a voice of triumph!!
We lift Your name up!! We lift Your name up!!"