Humilty

Humilty = Realising that without God, you can't do anything, that He is the centre of all joy and love, that emptiness and loneliness will invade your heart if you reject Him and start thinking about yourself.

This week God placed me under fire to be trialed, refining me more and more. It hurt alot but the results are that He has taught me something and has made me stronger. It was about humility and humbleness. During my powerhouse, I started getting self-concious and suddenly it was "all about me" rather than "all about God". So His Spirit left me and at that I was completely lost. As days passed by, His presence left me but it didn't mean that He had forsaken me, never have, never will. But He did it so that I would seek Him. So I did with all my heart, crying out to God. And He came and placed His arms around me telling me that He loved me. It was then that I realised just how much I "NEED" Him.

Sometimes we forget about all the things God has done for us and just how much He loves us. I did. But it always amazes me you know, every time I come to Him:

His love is so great it feels as if He "needs" us.

Maybe its because we cannot imagine the intensity of God's love and so it feels as if He needs us when He really just longs for us. Or maybe when we have the heart of Christ in ourselves, we have the feeling of need in our hearts????

Either way, I realise that I "long for", "desire", "want" and "need" Him in my life. How about you?