Because you're worth it... 

Blessings come

Yay!!! I'm so thank God soooooooooooo much.. I finally got a job!! Woohoo...thats the good part, the bad part is that im working with Diana.. hehehe....nah its not too bad i guess working with my sis, making salads, cutting up watermelon, serving millionaires (the sumo salad is at the MLC center so the only people that go there can afford $9 salads for snacks...meh) Im working with so many Indians and Bangladesh people, they're a funny bunch though and very fast with the salad tongs. If anyone wants some salad just ask me yeah? Hehe.. Well Uni's gonna start next week and its time to start waking up early again, doing assignments, studying and everything in between. Let's all gambate, ciayooo and do our best yeah? For Him and Him alone ok? Take care...

The girls in my life!

So I'm back now.. I'll update you guys on what's been on my mind lately. One thing I've learnt these past few weeks is that you can only be as holy as you are with your family.. *teehee* This is a really important lesson for me. And made me realise what a wonderful family I have. I am so blessed to have such pretty + gentle hearted sisters that supports me in everything I do. I don't know what I'll do without them. Like seriously guys.. if uz read this.. I'm truly thankful (=

Oh and before I forget lately.. I've been spending a lot of time with Caroline.. she's such a wonderful person to be with.. she's always full of smiles, has a carefree spirit and she makes my sisters happy.. which makes me happy (=

Bored

Hei guys im back again hahahah.... im at home at the moment with my net "freshly" connected, carrots on one side, diana on the other, rhesa on the loudspeaker phone and denny on the msn... discussing what to do on a sunday's afternoon...still confused...buggering denny for my pink gel directly imported from bandung... rhes wants me to comment on his blog.. bah...now i dont know what to say...so this will be it for now y'all

"Target"ing sleep...zzz..zz..zz.z...

Gile...can u imgaine my last blog was on october!! Beuh...I'm gonna try to fill my blog more frequently now yaa..sorry sorry deh.. But now that I'm free from the torture of school and the HSC its kinda boring.. Nothin to do at home and if I go out then eventually I would use up my money on food (Max Brener yummmmiiieeee...) Tapi ya... I'm thankful buanget to my Heavenly Dad for giving me a job in Target!! Yay...today@4.30@eastgardens will be the orientation.. im so excited coz im pretty bored with Mc'D now. It seems everyone's prayers for jobs are all being granted ya... Ronald juga baru dapet kerja juga di UTS ckckck...so now we have Christina in UNSW and Ronald in UTS.. mana yg dapet ke USYD donk?!?! I'm going there next year so maybe you can give me a few extra marks huehuehuee...just kidding =P well...i gotta put up the clothes now, the weather is making me nuts (thunder storm one day and boiling hot the next day...eughhh) ttyl everyone...God bless..

p.s: can someone give me stella's blog hehe..i wanna read it =P
p.s.s: I hope everyone who is sick gets well soon (sleep early carrots!! and u too cha hehe...)

What is love?

Jarang juga ya gw ngeblog...tapi hari ini lagi pengen sharing deh.. tapi masih harus pake ingrris ya..

Well for the past few days, God has been teaching me on what love truly means. What does it mean to love someone? Maybe not romantically, or even in a friendship, but what does it mean to love someone unconditionally? I realised something when God showed me through an experience I had. Last week, my best friend fell sick and the thing is that before this we weren't that close becasue we sometimes have arguements. But the moment she became sick, for some reason something broke inside of me, and all of a sudden I didn't care one bit about who I am, where I was or what I was going through. All I felt was that I just had to be close to her to help her get well. My heart was pained just to see her sick, and throughout the whole time, I had no idea why but I didn't really care.

It was this time that God finally spoke into my heart. When you "truly" love someone, whether it be a girlfriend/boyfriend, parents, family, friends or your spouse, it suddenly has nothing to do with you. Its not about how tired you feel, or how much you're hurt, what others will think or anything like that, not even if they love you back or not. It becomes all about that person no matter what happens. So suddenly the question comes upon my heart, do I truly love God? Do I surrender all I have to Him? Am I selfish in the way that I think or act? Is it all about Him?

So now Jesus' love for us is slightly more revealed to me. He lived as if He lived for us. When He died on the cross, the last thought on His mind wasn't "Would they love me back?"

... it was simply "I love you"

How great is our God!!

Wew...its been awhile since I've blogged, over 1 month already (since July I think). Things sure have changed even in 1 month though. The Lord gives and He takes away but my heart will choose to say "Lord blessed be Your name!!" I think right now God is teaching me another important lesson on what a lifestyle of worship truly is. I realise that to surrender everything into His hands, it means that we must let go of all things in our hands. When we say we "need" Him, we must truly consider every tiny action we do in our lives and say to ourselves "Is this what God wants me to do? Is God behind this action? Behind this word? Am I really doing this without Him?" It truly challenges me to the point when I say to myself "Is what I'm thinking about, something that is dependant on Him? Or is it just my selfishness in thought?" and for all those who know me well, they know that I think ALOT!! Right now I miss one of my friends terribly, I'm not sure the reasons behind her actions, but I have learnt to stop thinking about those things and trust in God for all things. I'm sure His plan for our friendship goes beyond what I can ever imagine. I thank God for His faithfulness and mercy in me. It seems no matter how big a problem is, in the end it glorifies God in some way or another. How great is our God!!

Hillsong conference rocks!!

wah gile...capek man!!! I'm staying over at Ika's house for the whole week for the conference and so far it has been a BLAST!! Especially the grand opening where they had really cool dances and the music was awesome (sayang juga cha.. =P) but you should see how many people are going!! It's crazy!! 28,500 people!!! Practically an army of God.. SO AWESOME!!! and the speakers are so cool! I'm getting equipped with loads of stuff but it gets really tiring because it starts at 9am and finishes at 9pm. wew... gotta prepare for homecell tomorrow (buset harus ngomong indo lagi ahhhhh!! Tuhan tolong!!) Can't wait to get back and share loads of stuff with you guys! Pray for me and Ika k? We're both a bit sick =P

And that's all that mattered.

It's been awhile since I've blogged again. I usually can't be bothered but today I'm stuck at home sick and I don't have much to do...just want to share about what's been going on. I've just read Icha's blog and it's so true how time goes soooo quickly. I've only got another 4 months worth of school left and that's it! The only difference is that Icha wants the time to go past whilst I want it to go as slow as possible. It seems that God is teaching me to live everyday as if it's your last cos my visa application got rejected and this year could be my last year in Aus *hiks* Now I see everything and everyone so differently. Everytime I ask God for hint of my future, He always says to me that it will be different to everyone else, not just ministry and a job, but something amazing and special planned for me. It's what I've always wanted actually. But I also sense that with this gift there will be alot more hardships and trouble that I have to go through. Right now I feel a storm coming up. A really tough one and I'm waiting on the Lord to strengthen me. I'm never worried about that though coz it seems everytime when I am in my deepest and darkest and loneliest moments in my life, when no one else was there for me, He carried me and held me close, and that's all that mattered.

Loving You

Oh beautiful God..
How much my heart longs for You!!
How much my spirit yearns for You!!
In this world where all things are so superficial and empty,
You alone are so real to me,
You alone complete me!

Worshiping You makes me fall in love with you more,
Praising You makes my heart leap with joy,
Seeing You makes me cry,
Touching You makes me forget about the whole world,
Loving You makes me.