And that's all that mattered.

It's been awhile since I've blogged again. I usually can't be bothered but today I'm stuck at home sick and I don't have much to do...just want to share about what's been going on. I've just read Icha's blog and it's so true how time goes soooo quickly. I've only got another 4 months worth of school left and that's it! The only difference is that Icha wants the time to go past whilst I want it to go as slow as possible. It seems that God is teaching me to live everyday as if it's your last cos my visa application got rejected and this year could be my last year in Aus *hiks* Now I see everything and everyone so differently. Everytime I ask God for hint of my future, He always says to me that it will be different to everyone else, not just ministry and a job, but something amazing and special planned for me. It's what I've always wanted actually. But I also sense that with this gift there will be alot more hardships and trouble that I have to go through. Right now I feel a storm coming up. A really tough one and I'm waiting on the Lord to strengthen me. I'm never worried about that though coz it seems everytime when I am in my deepest and darkest and loneliest moments in my life, when no one else was there for me, He carried me and held me close, and that's all that mattered.